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Dont worry.  

I'm probably never going to be convicted, I will get the apologies I want, and I will be able to go on borrowing books for a pitiful payment of 10 dollars.

I got my vitamin and iron suppliments which will help me not get dizzy and get enough nutrients to sustain myself.  

I have gotten use to the pain I have received, and will continue to get used to whatever pain may come in my way.  In that sense I am undefeatable, and my spirit is only temporarily dismayed and eternally hopeful.  I love that about human beings.  That is one of the remarkable qualities of mankind, to be able to endure so much pain.  

It's hurting now but it will hurt less tomorrow.  It will hurt even less in a week.  In a month it will probably not hurt much at all.  This is what keeps us going.  Pain is temporary but our will to live lasts for our lifetime.  No pain outlasts us.  It will be a different sort of pain, always different.